I Can Do This!

I can do this...I can do this...I can do this...Almost done with this month and I am feeling a little discouraged. Two crazy weeks at work totalling over 100 hours making it really hard to get to the gym. I made it once last week and once this week hopefully going tomorrow making it twice this week. I ate really well but I am really not seeing any difference in the scale. I need to stay off that thing its almost obsessive. Since my major projects at work are over I am hoping to get more time at the gym.

Healthy back into my life that is....

Ok every day I ask myself how did I get like this? How did I let this happen? This is so not me or maybe it is...I have been this way for 2 years now. I went from years of fluctuating 2-3 lbs to 20 -25 lbs!! I can't blame it on the baby he is four now and I only gained 29 lbs during the pregnancy and was my skinniest ever months after he was born.

Then I started my NEW JOB ugh! 8 hours a day in an office only to get up maybe once for my fat girl lunch, plus I work with 50 of the best bakers in America who bribe me with food to do their job.

I also blame it on the East Coast when I moved here from California I was like Mayo?? what's that? Sausage egg and cheese...disgusting! I stayed strong for about 2 years and then I adapted.."I'll take a double egg, double cheese on a hard roll please". I definitely can't blame it on my boyfriend Peter who works out 5 days a week and has a compulsive shopping habit for mirrors...oh and who also bought me a training package for Christmas!

What matters now is I am approaching 29 and can't imagine spending the last year of my twenties this big! I am going to go back to my old way of thinking and with a little help from friends, family and the gym (thanks Peter) hopefully I can accomplish my goal!